when you're trying to make things....

perfect....you forget to enjoy the process of making something...of doing something what you started, because you enjoyed doing it...
I'm a perfectionist and I probably will be for the rest of my life. It means that I fight hard for things that I want and it makes things therefor possible, but it also means that I'm never satisfied with the results.
And the moments I do feel satisfied about something that went rather well, I start trying to make other people believe in me....does that make sense?
Anyway...I started painting again. I just moved to another place, so I had a moment of....busyness I guess. And I started a new one and today I contined with the..think blue painting.
So here a few updates from that painting and I will show the photos of the new one, when I'm a bit more....happy with it?! lol

Art comes from the heart

I made this one a while ago. It always surprises me how it turnes out, because I can't plan art the way some people can. Sometimes it turnes out this way others that way. I always have an idea but it never comes out that way. But I like it...

Red

Now that I got that out of my system. I can actually talk about art again. I love art, fairies, pixies and a lot of glitter. But I'm a perfectionist. So sometimes it's hard for me to let a painting go. Especially when I put a lot of time and effort in making it as perfect as humanly possible. 

But when two days ago, two people began fighting about the painting because they both wanted to buy it, I decided it was time to let this one go. I finished her, took pictures and there she is. She is called Red.

The start...

If you have been on my blog before, you may be surprised to see that every post I made in the last couple of years has magical disappeared. The reason for that is, some comment someone made about my English. Just like developing more artistic insight, is that learning to write or type in this case in English takes time.

But the person who made that comment did have a point. It's hard to read something with so many grammar mistakes, so I decided, okay...then I start all over again. I know my English approved, but I still apologize for the following mistakes that will happen.

I started my blog when I was fourteen I think. I'm a Dutch girl and when you're fourteen you're English can't possible be perfect, but now I'm twenty one, ouch, time goes fast.
So here is my new blog with hopefully more art and less grammar mistakes.